A Product of Disability Access: Empowering Tribal Members with Disabilities & Their Families
by Spirit Lake Consulting, Inc.
Most people have probably heard of Kubler-Ross's stages of grief, although probably fewer could name them all. There are five stages; Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression and Acceptance. The first stage is usually Denial. I say usually because not everyone goes through all of the stages, or for the same length of time. Erich talked about how he grieved for his son and he did not care what people thought about it. Many people will tell the story of the death of their loved one over and over. It is as if they are trying to accept the reality of it. The other reason people continually talk about the deceased person and their recent death is that it is such a devastating event to them. Their whole life has been shattered. It is inconceivable to be talking to someone and that they not even know the person has died. I found this happening to me and it was very strange. I tend to keep my personal life very private. There are people I have worked with for ten years who never met my husband. Yet, after he died I would find myself telling complete strangers sitting next to me on a plane that my husband had just died. Almost everyone experiences a sense of unreality at the beginning. So many people have told us that, after a death, "I kept expecting for him to come in the door one day." Anger, the next stage, can show itself in different ways. The following is composite of stories we have heard from family members, combined to protect confidentiality,
People may be angry at the deceased for not taking care of themselves. They can be angry just because the person is not there. In December, my daughter will become the first one in her father's family to ever graduate from college - and he won't be there to see it. In 2004, our younger daughter was in the Olympics - and he wasn't there to see it. Then there were those times when the children are arguing, there are bills to be paid, the car has a flat tire and I would think to myself,
Of course, intellectually we know that the person did not want to die, but that does not keep us from getting angry. We get angry at others as well, at the doctors for not saving the person, at God for letting this happen. |
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